Today was my first doctor check up for the baby. Boy is there LOTS to learn. I am so scared that I am going to miss something and mess it up. This is a great reminder I have to fully relay in God to lead me the right way in all my decisions. I have never prayed more in my whole life then I do know. When ever I get a pain or a cramp I stop and pray to have a healthy baby. My word what a feeling it is to be a mother, it is such an amazing love and emotion that it is hard for me not to cry for Joy just thinking about it. I am sure I will be a mess when "it" arrives.
There are a few things that I am going to really keep an eye on. First, I am at high risk for gestational diabetes because of my weight so walking it is, I vow to this baby that I will go on a walk when every I can, and I really have to watch my sweet intake and need to eat lots of protein (which is what I do anyway)so hopefully it will be an easy thing for me to keep an eye on. Second I am only aloud to gain 15 pounds. My doctor said that she would not be surprised if I lost weight through this which is fine as long as it is not too much.
I am not feeling "really" pregnant, but I can definitely tell that I am. I am so tired all the time, and my lower belly feels really tight and ache. I have other symptoms too but you don't need to read about those LOL!
This week the babies heart is a size of a poppy seed and starts beating, "its" body is the size of an orange seed. What a miracle it is that something so small has a heart beat! By the end of this month my uterus will be the size of a grape fruit (this is why I am feeling ache and get sharp shooting pains) my ligaments and stretching to make room . I don't not know about you but that seems awful big to me.
My next Dr appointment is in August she is going to try and hear the heart beat but it is still pretty soon so we might have to wait until the next one. She will also be checking the size of my uterus to see if it seems larger then normal, and if she thinks it needs to be done there will be an early ultra sound so that we can see if there is more then one in there! I will keep everyone posted. Please keep praying for a safe and healthy pregnancy and baby!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
A Very Exciting Day!
Today was a very special day for us. This is the day that we found out that we will soon become parents. I cannot explain the flood of emotion that goes through me every time I think of that. This is such a dream come true for me, and something I have wanted for so long.
I am thinking a lot about those families that have had to go through miscarriages and my heart breaks because I love this baby already... it does not even have a heart beat yet and I love it. How is that possible? Another group of people that I am thinking about a lot today are non-believers. I do not understand how someone can see a pregnant woman and not believe in God, what a miracle! I am so grateful to God that I can view this pregnancy from the view of a believer and enjoy His wonderful miracle inside me everyday!
I am still in a bit of shock when I tell people. Me being the planner I am wants to go home today and start clearing out the room upstairs and get things ready. But this is one of those good things come to those that wait moments right?
I am not worried about being a parent I know that God will lead us in the correct directions with that. And after 15 years of working with children I think I will be ok! But I am sure that if "it" is anything like either of us when we were little "it" will come up with some new things I have never seen before!
My most exciting thing to think about is, boy or girl? What color/kind of hair? who eyes? all that kind of stuff... Please continue praying for us. We are asking for a safe and healthy pregancy that will end wiht a happy healthy baby!
We cannot wait to meet you little one, but for now you just cook in there peacefully and we will see you in March!
I am thinking a lot about those families that have had to go through miscarriages and my heart breaks because I love this baby already... it does not even have a heart beat yet and I love it. How is that possible? Another group of people that I am thinking about a lot today are non-believers. I do not understand how someone can see a pregnant woman and not believe in God, what a miracle! I am so grateful to God that I can view this pregnancy from the view of a believer and enjoy His wonderful miracle inside me everyday!
I am still in a bit of shock when I tell people. Me being the planner I am wants to go home today and start clearing out the room upstairs and get things ready. But this is one of those good things come to those that wait moments right?
I am not worried about being a parent I know that God will lead us in the correct directions with that. And after 15 years of working with children I think I will be ok! But I am sure that if "it" is anything like either of us when we were little "it" will come up with some new things I have never seen before!
My most exciting thing to think about is, boy or girl? What color/kind of hair? who eyes? all that kind of stuff... Please continue praying for us. We are asking for a safe and healthy pregancy that will end wiht a happy healthy baby!
We cannot wait to meet you little one, but for now you just cook in there peacefully and we will see you in March!
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Starting all over again!
I am so sorry that it has been so long that I have updated my post. I feel like now is a good time to start again and update you on what is new in our life.
First of all we purchased our fist home together. We bought a old Victorian home that was built we were told in 1900. (I am going to research some time and find an exact date)It has all the original thick dark brown wood work and all the cool character. I really love this house. It will not be our "forever" house because there is not enough living space for too many people but for now it is perfect and I love it.
There were a few things that we had to do right away, like a new roof, but for the most part it is all stuff that we can do eventually and save money up for.
Secondly, both Joel and I made the decision to get baptized at our new church. I feel so blessed to be able to watch Joel change and become such a strong believer. The growth he has made has been tremendous and I am so proud of him.
Finally we are trying for a baby. It always seems so easy for all those young teenagers to have babies, but we are finding out the baby making can be tricky. And that we will not get pregnant until God wants us to be. We have both been tested and have found that Joel is fine and we do not have to worry about him but of course I have a problem and so not ovulate. So this month I started on a Clomid regimen, luckily it only has to be taken for 5 days because I feel like a monster on it. Thank the Lord for a understanding husband that just shakes his head and walks away! In May my ultrasound showed that I had one follicle on my left ovary and it was very small and my progesterone level was only a .58. In June I have four Follicles two on each side that are about three times the size of the last one and my progesterone level was a 6.7! So if we did not get pregnant this month she is not going to increase the the amount of Clomid I take. Which is something I did not want to happen anyway so I am so thankful.
Hopefully we have gotten pregnant and soon I will be able to keep everyone posted on how the baby is doing! But don't expect any belly shots because it ain't happening!
First of all we purchased our fist home together. We bought a old Victorian home that was built we were told in 1900. (I am going to research some time and find an exact date)It has all the original thick dark brown wood work and all the cool character. I really love this house. It will not be our "forever" house because there is not enough living space for too many people but for now it is perfect and I love it.
There were a few things that we had to do right away, like a new roof, but for the most part it is all stuff that we can do eventually and save money up for.
Secondly, both Joel and I made the decision to get baptized at our new church. I feel so blessed to be able to watch Joel change and become such a strong believer. The growth he has made has been tremendous and I am so proud of him.
Finally we are trying for a baby. It always seems so easy for all those young teenagers to have babies, but we are finding out the baby making can be tricky. And that we will not get pregnant until God wants us to be. We have both been tested and have found that Joel is fine and we do not have to worry about him but of course I have a problem and so not ovulate. So this month I started on a Clomid regimen, luckily it only has to be taken for 5 days because I feel like a monster on it. Thank the Lord for a understanding husband that just shakes his head and walks away! In May my ultrasound showed that I had one follicle on my left ovary and it was very small and my progesterone level was only a .58. In June I have four Follicles two on each side that are about three times the size of the last one and my progesterone level was a 6.7! So if we did not get pregnant this month she is not going to increase the the amount of Clomid I take. Which is something I did not want to happen anyway so I am so thankful.
Hopefully we have gotten pregnant and soon I will be able to keep everyone posted on how the baby is doing! But don't expect any belly shots because it ain't happening!
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