Cow Bell Hell

So here is where everything stands.

I am looking for small cowbells rather then the regular bells for the reception. I think it woudl be cute because of Joels work! Well there is not suck thing as a cheap cowbell these days! LOL You would think that I was asking for something in
14K gold!

The brides maids dresses came in and they are better then I expected. I love the color and they have really looked nice on everyone that I have seen them on.

The flowers are being done. My best friend Monica's mom is doing them for us. She is doing a great job I love when has been done. I am not going to post pictures because I want people to be surprised.

The groomsmen are finally getting in and get their measurements. This has been very frustrating because Joel has not done his either. so you can be my guest when you see him to remind him over and over until it gets done.

I am STILL looking for wedding shoes and brides maid jewelry. I do not think that I can do gold now because after seeing the dress I think gold jewelry will not look ok so I am thinking pearls.

I am everyday being reminded how much I love Joel. I have been pretty sick lately (going to the Dr. today to find out why) and he has been so sweet. I am totally stressed out and tired ALL the time and have been getting bad headaches and he woke up early this morning and rubbed my back and to try and help my cramping I am getting in it. Do not get me wrong we have our moments, Most of which are my fault, but we get through them and love each other just as much as we did before. I am amazed at how much I am learning about the "idea of love" I had created all these years of being single, and what real love truly is. And all though the picture "perfect" ideal of love may look better from the out side. The real love feels better then I ever thought it could.